msteh.com

So the past 3 days has been really draggy, only time that zoomed past was during my chanting hours.
And I realised, I had chanted with a lot of conviction. Just like I had written in last post. A lot. And a lot.
In the past, I was always afraid to make concrete prayers. Or concrete determinations. [...]

[Read more →]

After 3 very slow ticking days, barely breathing normally, hardly any sleep and plenty of chanting, we finally got the results of the long awaited biopsy. No cancer! That’s the first victory and a very big relief!
The doctor said, everything is about timing. To me, good timing means in need of plenty good fortune.
So, [...]

[Read more →]

It is a scary moment for me. After a long long journey of traversing the continents in 3 different plane, I landed back in my homeland. For a moment, I couldn’t muster enough strength to walk out of the airport, to face the world. I just wanted to hide. The image of my dad lying [...]

[Read more →]

Guess what! I woke up this morning, feeling rather determined to set some concrete prayers and do some 30 mins of daimoku… early in the morning! (which is rather unusual for Ms Teh as she hates mornings) One of my prayer is to receive my passport today. First thing I did when I got into [...]

[Read more →]

There are just days like this when I seriously need some boosting…
(frantically searching for some calming words)
A person with a vast heart is happy.
Such a person lives each day with a broad and embracing spirit.
A person with a strong will is happy.
Such a person can confidently enjoy life, never defeated by suffering.
A person with a [...]

[Read more →]