Recently, I realised after some self reflection that I am not expressing as well as I would wish to. I could be more eloquent in my speech.

Generally, I am more nervous than usual. Is it just me or due to the thyroid? I am going to do a blood test today, just to be sure.

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Sometimes I feel stupid, I feel like I am being mocked, I feel like I am not with my best,  I feel all wrong, I feel blocked, suffocated… - I must not let it overwhelmed me, but I must grit my teeth and clench my fist and keep believing in me.  Let’s let the waves of negativity passby. [...]

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