Posts from — October 2008

Recently, I realised after some self reflection that I am not expressing as well as I would wish to. I could be more eloquent in my speech.

Generally, I am more nervous than usual. Is it just me or due to the thyroid? I am going to do a blood test today, just to be sure.

But there so many things I want to shout to the world, I can do it well with words in writing but how do I translate it to words verbally? Mmm.

I think I need to think slower and be less excited. A zen version of me.

How can I do this? Send me some ideas.

Sometimes I feel stupid, I feel like I am being mocked, I feel like I am not with my best,  I feel all wrong, I feel blocked, suffocated… - I must not let it overwhelmed me, but I must grit my teeth and clench my fist and keep believing in me.  Let’s let the waves of negativity passby. Just keep focusing on my goals, and keep doing better and better and better…

So many thoughts passes thru my mind. Did the person do it in spite or ignorantly? I choose now to believe in the later. There must be a reason for all of these that I am going thru. Most of all, I must emerge a victor within in my own life after this episode. A struggle of mind which I think is one of the most difficult obstacle to us human kind. At least for me.

Keep believing – with right purpose, the innate potential is limitless, just waiting for the right time and moment to arrive,  to be in full bloom.

Number ONE rule I’ve set for myself - stop bitching and start chanting

Let’s forge the indestructive self who beams with joy boundlessly!

Winter has just arrived. Brrr.

Listen!

Can you believe it? I accidentally, in my daze, deleted the entire folder of pictures I took in 2008. My heart sank. I immediately called up our emergency IT helpdesk but they told me there is no way to recover.

Not giving up, I googled for an hour for a solution and finally chanced upon this software call ‘Undelete PLUS’ and managed to cover at least 70% of my pictures. Phew!!!

Just in case you may need it.

Drinking wine the way the Italians do.