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So the past 3 days has been really draggy, only time that zoomed past was during my chanting hours.
And I realised, I had chanted with a lot of conviction. Just like I had written in last post. A lot. And a lot.
In the past, I was always afraid to make concrete prayers. Or concrete determinations. [...]

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After 3 very slow ticking days, barely breathing normally, hardly any sleep and plenty of chanting, we finally got the results of the long awaited biopsy. No cancer! That’s the first victory and a very big relief!
The doctor said, everything is about timing. To me, good timing means in need of plenty good fortune.
So, [...]

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It is a scary moment for me. After a long long journey of traversing the continents in 3 different plane, I landed back in my homeland. For a moment, I couldn’t muster enough strength to walk out of the airport, to face the world. I just wanted to hide. The image of my dad lying [...]

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In a haste and rush to depart, I sat at the lounge in the airport doing the very last minutes task I didn’t forget - to download songs my sister had carefully selected to serenade my dad during his long hours in the hospital. The medium of delivery will be my lovely Ipod Nano Red.
Meanwhile, I plugged on my earphones to [...]

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Ok, of course, one of the things I would like to share is my new cool swanky (or whimsical, as little creature puts it) apartment since July 1, 2008. Please come to visit!
The first preview.

Ok, pardon for my absense - due to no time and no internet access at home!!!

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