Posts from — July 2006

Stayed at home last Sunday. Cleaning, washing, ironing.

Started off with a nice european breakfast. Refreshing he – Serrano Ham with Melon

Finally hung up ma painting. Still can’t figured yet the feeling it emits but there is just a connection between us. Anyhow, I don’t have a name for it yet.

But it put colors to ma life.

Dunno what got into me last Thursday. Is it the beginning of ghost festival?

It was suppose to be a short team drink – 1.5 glass of champagne + 4 glasses of wine (I think).

Puked. Multiple times.

Drunk but still smiling

Crashed!

Ok, its funny. No more laughing please

Sometimes you just feel so low down in the gutter. All energy drains, all smiles left, all twinkle in the eyes lost and all colors of the world gone.

Its just one of those days.

The more you dwell, the deeper it goes down into the gutter.

And unreachable to anyone. Undecipherable.

BUT its only you and you alone could struck oneself out of it. Remember never to blame on anyone else, and not even one too close.

For me, I go back to my basics – faith and I never will succumb to that of the twisted mind.

To people around, please bear and hold on without anger, prejudices or doubts.

The happy self will return.

Just wanna say that I’ve been a little busy and will get very busy with work.

It works slightly different here – the interaction with people. Just DIRECT!

I am still learning to be an extrovert (during when sober… ehehhe)

And learning to calculate and chase the numbers instead of the bits and bytes.

But still I am determined to do my best and be the best

Ganbatte, Ms Teh!

*** Oooh, and how she misses NaM and his dreamy eyes and wet kisses!

Nothing much been happening.

Still trying hard to decipher the alien language. Started learning a little Flemish.

First word : Maandag (Monday)
Last word : Zondag (Sunday)

And it stops. Getting old, absorbing rate is slow.

But at least, now I can understand which days the movies on TV will be shown