Posts from — February 2006

Been reading the blogs of others in the cyberworld. I think think ma blog is really boring! Hehehe.

I know, I know, I shouldn’t benchmark meself to other!

But anyway, aside from the roller-coaster (the ride is on auto-mode for now), and as my knee is almost perfect again – its PARTY TIME!

In fact, started of this week with a nice cool kilkenny at Harry’s last night. And then with OD (overdose) of Singapore hawker food at the Esplanade. It was a fantastic meal and its been a while since I’ve been a real glutton… ahehe…

Lined up for tis week – Thu @ Siam and MoS to groove into the weekend.

Anyone up for a bière?

Here’s a gift from my godma – a poem to bring with me to the faraway land

Life’s Mirror – Madeline S. Bridges

There are loyal hearts, there are spirits brave,
There are souls that are pure and true;
Then give to the world the best you have,
And the best will come back to you

For life is the mirror of king and slave,
‘Tis just what we are and do;
Then give to the world the best you have
And the best will come back to you.

Its so beautiful! I promise I’ll live a life just as expressed

Last couple of days has been rather a roller coaster ride in me – euphoria and melancholy. I guess, its fine line between the 2 state.

Nevertheless, most of ma frens wishes me well, giving much encouragements but there are those who painted the worst scenarios. And some even nasty remarks Sometimes I do really wonder what lies in the real hearts of humans. I would like to believe it is always and pure goodness that we are all born with.

I tried to ignore the words from the dark hearteds but somehow, the words just kept reprinting in my mind. Its like a curse set on me. BUT I WILL NOT let these external negativities come in between my life journey.

I guess, these are just part and parcle of life that help to make us stronger and develop deeper convictions to fulfil our own missions.

I keep looking forward, focusing on my objectives. And keep chanting…
I grit on my teeth and trust meself!

“I will, I can, I must”

No matter what happens, everything happens for a reason!

I am imagining myself stepping into a huge big wild jungle. So many unknowns. But I found a stream! I know as along I keep to the path by the stream, I will reach finally the right destination – the faraway land where chocolates grow on trees and white wine flows endlessly down the river

Just an illustration la! I know that as long as I keep chanting, my life will flow in the right direction, in the flow of the mystic law. That is faith!

Of course nothing comes easy, I’ll still have to walk thru the difficult paths in the jungle – under hot sun, torns of the bushes, wild animals, pebbles and stones, blisters and… grrrr…

Guess what! Soon I’ll start new series of adventures in a land where wine flows down the stream and chocolates grows on the trees

I certainly look forward to it!

And will keep sharing the little funny and not-so-funny stories and adventures that my path crosses and my eyes catches and that my mind registers (being the forgetful me, I know you will all forgive me as when needed) Ok!

For now, nothing much to report because it is ALL boring forms to fill, getting a doctor to inpect me upsidedown, insideout – to make sure no teeny weeny fellas that will take a ride with me to the new land and papers and forms and more papers :S

In fact, I will soon go living is where this lil fella stands pissin – Manneken Pis!

He even has his own website

The most famous belgian boy! Muahaahhahah

When reality sets in, its a hard pinch he.

When its just dreaming and visualising and hoping, it seemed more fun and exciting.

I do not dare to look beyond. Just like the lesson of ski. Look at the next point that you would like to head to, don’t look yet beyond the slopes, for the unseen and uncertainties will just scare our wits off.

That’s what I will do now. Step by step.

Nevertheless, I know, all my chantings these days (haven’t chanted as much in the last 10 years as I did in these last 2 weeks!) will lead me in the right flow of life! The power of the mystic law!

Step 1 is achieved. I think I will soon start a new life in a new place.

Wish me luck and I sure will miss you all!